life in technicolor

Saturday, June 28, 2008
Ten days ago, I arrived back home - such a mythical word last year, home was what we spoke of longingly, on holidays when we cooked food from our countries and recreated the illusion of a different life in our kitchen and living room. Millions of conversations with nomads about lives at home, and now, as I feel the sea breeze make the heat of the day melt away, it feels like I've always been here.

I arrived back to Karachi in a sea of about 200 people at immigration. Gone was the familiar airport in Amman/border at Jaber, the very short queues, the ahlan wa sahlan and 'Welcome to Jordan!' greetings. Karachi's airport was chaos - possibly over 200 very hostile, uncouth and pissed off travelers, wailing kids (one of whom banged his head on the floor) and general inefficiency. At one point there were new queues forming at every available desk, with people rushing madly to them in the hope that they would get to escape sooner. All while I stood with a very heavy carry on bag and my laptop (God bless Gulf Air!) and told off people for breaking queue. Rrright.

With some sense of the niceties inculcated in me in Jordan, I said salaam to the official who burst out laughing and said 'aap ne aakhir himmat kar he lee!' (you finally dared to say that!) I don't think anyone had even said hello to him in the past hour that I'd been standing in line. Welcome to Karachi. Shukrans, Marhabas and Ahlans are old news kiddos. I have to perfect my 'I am right and you bloody well know it' look.

I finally got out of the airport, only to find no one to greet me. No one! About 15 minutes, 10 rounds with a very heavy trolley later I found a payphone and called my sister - who sheepishly turned up 5 minutes later with my friend Mikaal. Since I'd been stuck in Immigration for an hour, they'd gone to McDonalds. Of course. While they were eating fries, I was being advised by an elderly man to stop wandering around and just wait in one spot. In any case, I'm superglad that they came - did I mention it was my birthday and I turned 23 while waiting in the Bahrain airport for my flight to take off, so seeing them was really a cool surprise in itself?

And how is it to be back? That appears to be the question of the month -- (all of last year, the question was: How do you find Jordan?) - its absolutely fantastic. I loved living in Amman, and I loved my life there - but Karachi - sigh. The sheer joy I still feel, despite the electricity breakdowns and other problems a crazy metropolitan city like this has, at being back - being able to sing aloud madly to old songs, read incessantly, talk to friends about the same things over and over again, gossip, familiar faces (of people I like and don't) - the knowledge that I will never, ever take any of this for granted again.

And of birthdays and surprises - my friends (after my incessant whining at aforementioned sadness of birthday spent in Immigration/various airports) got me a cake while we were hanging out at Latte Lounge - which I really didn't see coming (they must have gotten better at planning surprises!) until the overefficient server comes up and says "So, should I bring the cake now?" at which my friends groaned collectively and looked like they wanted to kill the guy.



Thankyou guys!

The end of my nomadlife existence has been replaced with my quest to find out what it really is that I want to do with my life (apparently getting rich needs to have a career to go along with it) - more later, provided Karachi Electric Supply (?) Cooperation cooperates. :)

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Spring madness

Friday, May 02, 2008
Written: Friday morning, 4:00 AM

Have spent the past four days in a state of lost confusion and panic. Frantic emails, Skype chats all afternoon with hourly updates, ringing phones. And all of this for a very small role in getting Jordan's partners to the MENA Symposium - which didn't help soothe my nerves with having our own event coming up in 27 days. Tick tock, tick tock. I have spent half a year working on this and as the final product comes together, I feel more on the edge than I have ever been. I can't seem to wrap my head around anything at all.

The days spent in Damascus have left me longing for more - I almost went to the Embassy to get another visa for the weekend. Everyone says the haze of Damascus fades but I can hardly wait to go back, even for a day.

I have about 45 days left before I go back home to start a new(?) chapter. My life has come full circle right now. Opportunities I would have applied for or would have killed to get two years ago are now being offered. A part of me feels flattered..the other: more conscious than ever that the decision I am taking to go back home is the right one. Dhruv's recent blog post (a must read, btw) is a scary reminder of how close I was to going down the same road. I read and re-read it again and again, it was like an eerily accurate description of my own state of my mind at some crucial points this year, down in black and white.

I am glad for the stabilizing influences in my life, the sometimes slow and painful process of trying to understand why I need to do this, but every time I think about going back home: I smile, I can't wait to be understood (literally, and not so literally) and no longer irrelevant in the bigger picture. Even watching Gossip Girl makes me miss home - we have our very own text messaging network that I will finally be able to respond back to now, unfettered by expensive int'l text messaging rates.

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Update: Saturday night, 11:00 PM

Back from Aqaba for Labor Day weekend! Aqaba was hellishly crowded - and reminded me more and more of Karachi, especially the incredibly kind hospitality of the Momani household and the boat ride on the Red Sea. Aqaba will always be one of my favorite places ever. Can't wait to go on a trip - replete with the most awesome seafood ever and the craziness of friends - at home soon!

:) The Arab Revolution flag On the Red Sea, with Eilat in the distance

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Sigh..

Monday, April 28, 2008


Back from a weekend in Damascus, Syria - and wishing I was back, wandering through the Old City, drinking orange juice and chatting away in Arabic with the people I meet. More here..

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Lets go hang out at...fast forward to now.

Saturday, April 05, 2008
A beautiful Friday spent in Amman - courtesy Oksana's insane itinerary - from being tempted out of bed with thoughts of breakfast at Hashem - where we ended up hogging a table for hours and serving ourselves, followed by fresh orange juice at the Palestine Juice stand, arguileh & coffee in the lawns next to the Roman Amphitheater, watching an Egyptian Sufi group perform at King Hussein Park* and a random evening session of tea, muffins and crazy/insightful conversation with the team where I'm quite sure a Barney-esque persona took over me. It is definitely not 'my week, my month' - but still ;)

*pictures & video below -- though it definitely seemed more of a combo of live entertainment catered to the family/children audience and more Middle Eastern music than the Sufi kind I am used to, but very enjoyable nonetheless.



video

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Randomness!

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

  • Beautiful spring afternoons/evenings in Amman spent walking and snapping away random sights
  • Sohaib got into HARVARD! At last count, everyone I know is either envious, in disbelief, or well..envious. Which is why sentences these days start with.."F**king hell, can you believe it?"
  • And no one I call from home seems to recognize my voice anymore. Which means I can probably call pretending to..oh wait. Evil plan in the making.
  • Spotting a sign for 'Jammu Kashmir Restaurant". Must go. Must assess whether it is (a) Pakistani (b) Indian (c) Kashmiri (d) bad Pakistani/Indian food made by locals
  • Cooking an entire pot of curry pakoray from scratch and guarding it with my life. And eating parathas! Yay for the punjabiness.
  • New question of the year: "Yes my name is Persian.." "Oh, is your mother Persian?". That beats "Is your Dad Arab?" I need a new name that is neither Persian or Arabic.
  • Having one of the grant folk look at me with what I'm sure was pity and sympathy when I stumbled into their office this afternoon. I am officially done with grant management for today.
  • Finally getting GPRS activated on my phone..and then wasting all my credit checking Facebook at 4 AM.
  • Realizing calling Egypt is more expensive than calling home. Even though Egypt is next door and Pakistan is..well, rather far away.
  • Chocolate milkshakes during a 30 minute break between two meetings and spilling the beans on my illustrious day to E.
  • Random Urdu conversation with a guy I met at a party. 'So did you watch a lot of Indian movies?' 'Nope. I had a Pakistani girlfriend'. Thats a new one.
  • Random emails from friends all over the world
  • Getting lost in Amman again!
  • Wishing I had a day off tomorrow, cos everyone else does. BHAAA!

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SNOW!

Wednesday, January 30, 2008
 
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I've got too much life / running through my veins / going to waste

Monday, December 03, 2007
Total number of hours of sleep since Friday night: 14
Total number of hours worked since Saturday*: 26 (that I can remember)
Total number of resumes downloaded and EP forms reviewed from Insight: downloaded - around 170 / reviewed - who knows how many I looked at..
Songs of the week: Feel - Robbie Williams / Secret Garden - Bruce Springsteen

Anyway. The flight back to Amman was great (RJ's food is awesome, funnily enough the steward who I briefly talked to on my flight into Jordan 6 months ago recognized me 'you're Pakistani! you traveled 5 - 6 months ago!', and I saw Tel Aviv from the plane!) Being back in Amman is awesome, and being able to speak (read: repeat the few words I know) in Arabic. And I had yet another identity crisis, yay!

So at the airport..
Two queues. One for foreigners. One for Jordanians.
Me: 'I have a Jordanian residence card, but...I am a foreigner. Oh crap, where the hell do I go!?'

Thankfully I asked, and I got to be in the Jordanian queue! They even wrote 'muqeem' (translation: resident) on my passport stamp this time. And then - because the bus outside the RJ terminal wasn't leaving anytime soon for the city, the bus driver drove me to the next terminal and got me into the right bus..yay for me :)

And here's a collage from rainy Rotterdam!

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Lessons from the ER field..

Thursday, July 26, 2007
When carrying a laptop in fancy HP shoulder bag, there are chances it will bump into your leg while you walk on the street. A lot. There are also chances you will develop a huge black and blue bruise which will shock you at discovering it/make you wonder how you have managed to bruise yourself/try and blame teammate for hitting you secretly in your sleep. Retrace your laptop carrying steps.

Always have credit on your cell phone. Chances are it will run out while you're trying to figure out the location to the company 10 minutes before the meeting is supposed to start there.

Say yes to offers of tea and coffee. Do not care that its 40 degrees outside and if you have another cup of tea it might burn a hole in your stomach.

Walking in 3 and a half inch heels, wearing a suit, carrying a laptop and trying to cross a very busy street requires one thing: 'a no-nonsense, I don't care if I might fall down and break 3 bones attitude and get run over'. Practice it at home first.

When upset at inbox full of emails that do not make sense/contain company telling you politely they will not give you tons of money, go to a restaurant and eat food from your native country.

Cafes that give you free refills of coffee and let you occupy an entire sofa for your bags, chargers and phone are your savior. Thank them in your prayers.

Taxi drivers, as annoying as they can be, are your friends. They are also heavily wired from their steady diet of nicotine and caffeine. Do not mess with that.

If in Amman, hangout at 2nd Circle with my awesome teammates, have nonsensical conversations and stare at the sights and sounds of the city.



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The Two-Month Milestone

Saturday, July 21, 2007

2 months, 6 days and counting...

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Crazy weekend, indeed!

Saturday, July 07, 2007
Thursday: Fraught with long discussions, the sinking realization that my brain was slowly melting and my schedule had gone completely out of whack, tired looks from across the desk as Oks and I ended up at Graphic Club slowly eating potato wedges, and then I decided to join Jan (our Dutch CEED), Rachel and Oksana to go see a classical music concert at the Roman Amphitheatre..

So the very exhausted Oks and I had a random evening walking downtown where we first bought fruit juice cocktails, sweets and then settled outside the theatre drinking tea and eating the sweets, talking about life and listening to strains of music as we decided we couldn't afford to spend 5 JD each on tickets..

And - to our surprise - the event organizers saw us sitting outside and offered us free invitation cards, and we spent the rest of the concert inside enthralled at the music and listening to some of the most well known pieces live...the best end to a very exhausting week!

Friday: Rachel, Jan, Natalie, Oks and I head to Mafraq to catch a bus to Umm al Jimal. A rather crazy episode continued - as there are no direct buses there, so our Mafraq bus drivers got us into a bus headed somewhere else, directed them to take us to Umm al Jimal, got an entire family off the bus to make space for us..

..and after an afternoon of climbing Roman ruins, eating falafel sandwiches and long jokes..



...we tried to make our way back to Mafraq. We hitchiked a ride with a family whose kids instantly fell in love with Jan, tried feeding him his Nokia phone as the father told Jan he was looking for his next wife and asked him if he would consider taking the kids back to Holland with him.

And now its Saturday - and I'm in the office, freezing, blogging, working, chatting with my very hilarious family and drinking tea :)

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MC 2007/2008: Handover

Sunday, July 01, 2007
Starting off a brand new day - today..

MC AIESEC Jordan 2007/2008

MC AIESEC Jordan 2007/2008

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22!

Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Thank you to everyone who called/texted/emailed/posted messages on facebook - and especially to Oksana and Monika who made it a very sing-along day by incessantly singing Happy Birthday to me every time I passed by (which if you live in the same apartment - happens a lot ;), was in the kitchen making coffee, called them up, and even while I was in the other room, they popped in in the midst of their MCP transition and sang it in Slovak as well!

Also, much thanks to Oks for making my request - to have cheesecake - come true!

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Saturday, June 16, 2007


Some photos from the past few weeks - Oks and me posing as she cooked (it was yummy!), the MC 2006 - 2008 team at MC Camp: Oksana, Asier, Monika, me, Annika and Momani, and Oks and me at MC Camp

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The One-Month Milestone

Friday, June 15, 2007


So today marks my first month in Jordan - 12 more to go - and I honestly don't know where the days have flown by..

..between some very intense and fun transition with the superfantastic Annika and Monika, doing transition simultaneously with the new LCVPERs, booking and going to meetings, meeting the external champions of AIESEC in Jordan, creating the AIESEC Jordan 2010 Roadmap..

..getting to know people better, discovering new things about the city, experimenting with cooking, sleeping on time, smoking arguileh in balcony cafes, learning a bit more of the language..

..as my daily schedule fills up, and my time becomes my own, i find myself more confident and calm, and even the ensuing exhaustion on long days brings with it a strange sense of satisfaction combined with homesickness. Satisfaction at the knowledge that everyday I am more and more productive, and homesickness at the fact that there is no one to fuss around me constantly like my Dad does..

..more later. till then I shall rejoice that today is Friday and the start of the weekend and I can put all brain activity on hold.

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just another day downtown

Monday, June 04, 2007
So Brian - our CEEDer from Canada arrived this weekend - and we explored parts of downtown Amman - which included a visit to the Roman Amphitheatre ruins..much fun. Brian, Saleem (one of the LC members) and I navigated our way to the top...took hilarious conqueror pictures and videos (coming to YouTube soon!)

All pictures courtesy the camera-wielding Brian!



Glowy Saba - after a good dose of arguileh and fruit juice





Saleem, a Roman column and me


Brian and me


Saleem and me - navigating our way down. Not as easy as it looks.


I'm the Queen of the World..or something like that.

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On a clear day, I can see, see a very long way.

Saturday, May 26, 2007


On Friday - we took a trip to the north of Jordan to Ramtha, a town near Irbid - on the extremely gracious invitation of one of our members, Heyba. She and her family treated us to an Arabian barbecue - a picnic on a cliffside in a village about 30 minutes away from Ramtha.

Imagine sitting on the edge of a cliff, looking at the deep gorge below, Syria in the distance on your right, and the Golan Heights straight ahead.

So, how was your weekend? :)

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Amman Album

Friday, May 18, 2007
Pictures for today..
me, Momani and Oks: MCe Jordan 2007/2008!

These pictures are from a great restaurant we went to today with some members from Amman - it had all these things for decor so..

used to keep teapots(?) - the gold things

spears and wheels


the "dish" on the table in which food was placed in. big enough to be used as a sled on a snowy mountain. someday...

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My team's present!

Monday, May 07, 2007
Isn't it supercool? :)

Oksana
and Momani posing with the Pakistan flag! In 8 days, I'll be in a picture with em :)

Thanks guys! :P

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:)

Thursday, April 19, 2007
So yesterday, while checking my old MSN display pictures to find one that didn't make me look like I was 10 years older, I found this - it used to be a picture I had on MSN after the trip to India in August 2005.

Left to Right: Batool, me, Sharz, Emad and Adeel

We were at Cafe Coffee Day in Janpath, Delhi, on an extremely fun day where we must have landed up there 4 times in the day, meeting randomly - and while we were all together we decided to have shisha and were so extremely high that it took considerable amount of effort to haul ourselves up from the couch and get to some serious shopping. I'd like to feel like that again - high and carefree, without a single fear or doubt in my head. I miss you guys!

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Thank God its Sunday!

Monday, March 26, 2007
Life as a Karachiite may be hectic, crazy, challenging and sometimes devoid of 'culture' - but it is not complete without an occasional trip to the middle of the sea, replete with some of the best seafood ever! Thank you Sharz for organizing the boat trip with some of the most amazing, fun and interesting people in my life - which has sparked many a creative invention ;)






Me, Wangari and Sharz


Omar, Sharz and me


Rabia, Jo and Sharz


Rabia and Mikaal

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LCP Pictures..

Saturday, December 16, 2006


Me and Saira - The first two LCPs :)


The coolest picture ever! Saira - LCP 05-06, Saba - LCP 06-07, Saaim - LCP 07-08

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Spying at TD's place..

Saturday, October 07, 2006
So we were at Taha's house for induction..and this is what we found on his fridge - his class schedule for Ramadan. I think he is the most organized EB member - ever ;)

P.S: He doesn't know that this picture was taken
P.P.S: Taha, thanks again for having us over! We promise not to spy next time! ;)

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AIESEC Karachi: EB Team Days - Quarter 2

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

AIESEC Karachi: EB Team Days - Quarter 2
Originally uploaded by SabaImtiaz.

5 of my favorite people in the entire world - I LOVE my team!

Left: Naveen, Haris and Rabia
Right: Taha, Sharmeen, me

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Thursday, July 27, 2006

Rabia (right) and me (left) with the incredibly hardworking OC for July National Conference 2006! JNC starts in about 14 hours or so - and I am so incredibly proud of everything these guys have managed to achieve in the past few weeks. To the team who has seen highs and lows beyond imagination, who have worked together and bonded extremely well, who have been each other's support lifelines - congratulations :) You make me immensely proud to be LCP.

Here's to an awesome, awesome conference!

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Friday, February 17, 2006

My favorite picture - the OC stall's complaints and suggestions list :P

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AIESEC Pakistan at Awards Night

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AIESEC Lahore's LCP Candidates

Monday, January 02, 2006

AIESEC Lahore's LCP Candidates
Originally uploaded by SabaImtiaz.

Sohaib Athar and Nida Rasheed - they both were completely different candidates and gave great presentations. Nida was re-elected as the LCP for 2006-07 =) (and got drenched in Coke in the bitter cold :P)

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AIESEC Lahore's EB Candidates


AIESEC Lahore's EB Candidates
Originally uploaded by SabaImtiaz.

@ Lahore's EB candidates - Maria, Moaiz, Ammar, Hasan and Aqeel

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